On one hand I'm utterly confused...
don't know which direction to head.
I'm sick of working retail, but have a great job.
I miss the comfort of CCLS but love CE.
My heart aches when I think of how much I will miss Tessa and Nicole but am so excited for THEM!
I'm excited about possibilities but grow weary of waiting
BUT on the other hand...
I know exactly where I'm going.
I have this anticipation in my gut as I think about the future...hope.
As I recount my life, events that have happened, realizations I've come to...
I find myself smiling for no reason, a spunk in my step that's been gone for some time.
I may just let myself believe that the curtain is going up.
I may just have what it takes to step out on that stage and be the star of my own show.
and you may just want to sit back and watch because I have a feeling this is going to be a pretty good story.
I LOVE the moments when I have absolutely NO clue what the Lord could do next. It's at those moments my heart is waiting, most patiently, for His will...and put my desires behind! I'm excited for you (and the red house) to see what the future holds!
ReplyDeletelove ya!